I remember visiting my mother at the hospital when my brother
was born. I was five, hands clenching
paper puppets. I can still see my
mother’s papery white gown trailing the floor, and feel the softness of
her skin and copper hair. I didn't know how much my world was changing.
At six weeks, Crosby is everything lovely and new: lips tightly woven to a braided knot, and
liquid eyes, black as berries. So
much newness to capture, yet it was Katama that had me on this day. Black-lashed eyes, wide, and watching. Brain working: new, baby. New, BABY. Her
fingers fluttered everywhere, and limbs were like fluid, spilling
into each photo. Trapezed between
her mom and dad she sang Crosby the ABC’s, and wanted to drive small cars all
over his body. It’s a big job to
make sense of such a small thing, not a cat, or a toy, but a brother. She wears her love, full and bright, on her sleeve.